Hearing you say that you've been studying how to communicate with people through youtube really disheartened me. You must be very lonely in Korea as no one is from Japan and therefore it must be difficult for you to express yourself. People may not understand you or the way you think and I guess it must be very isolating.
I hope that you are always reminded that us NCTzen appreciate all the hard work that you do, and I hope that you never regret the decision you made to leave Japan and come to Korea to pursue your dreams.
I admire your strength and I can see that now you are more relaxed with the members, making them burst out of laughter so many times!
NCTzens are always here supporting you no matter what! We are by you side.
Yuta Fighting ~
Love from, Maria